Just posting something here I got in mind yesterday while I was taking a shower... and I needed to write.... XD
I'm not a great writer...  specially in English... but just putting it cause was a long time since I wrote a journal.
XD

         The wrong one

And I'm here in the same wrong place again.
Doing the same thing again...
Trying, with my small arms,
Hold the moon.

And I wake up at noon.
I Look around,
and all the same...
So long time walking,
to fall in same place.

I turn around, spin, spin, and spin...
and always in same place I fall.
I'm again in front of you,
even, you not being the same you...
But always you.
And again,
I'm giving the first wrong step again.

I made my castles in clouds.
And see them disappear in the air.
I ran, fell slept, dreamed and had nightmare,
I ran, learnt so many things...
So many experiences,
always promising to myself...
But I'm here again...
In the same place.

I walked all the cycle, all in vain.
I'm in same place again.
Stepping over footprints I made,
hating again the same part of me I hated,
loving you and knowing all will go wrong,
Saying the same words...
Singing the same song...
Doing the same wrong things again...

I turn and turn around... I spin, spin, and spin, and ever fall;
Running in the same circle of fate and distress;
Always in the same place again...
In front of you... not the same you...
But always you...

Will I learn to walk another path,
Not doing the same steps?
Cause ever time I walk, I make a cycle,
and I fall in same place.
Where things never change...
And I'm in front of you,
not you, but always you...
You...
the wrong one...
I'm giving the first wrong step again.

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     Just it.... XDD
"Three little birds, sat on my window,
and they told me I don't need to worry."
"... put your records on, tell me your favourite son..."
"... I hope you get your dreams..."
"... you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow."  - Corrine Bailey - Put Your Records

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Feeling a bit idiot these days.... i think in some way the poem i tried to write say it very well... but i can't help feeling that... XD feel like I didn't grow up, like i'm 14 again... dear god... is kinda feeling hopeless to change to get better XD
in some way maybe i need accept some things about me too and  see later what to do with it.. if I can't change it... try find a way to not get so hurt... endure it... or at least  contour it at least a bit... or learn to face things and stop fearing... if do and not do will hurt...  better try to do... but... it's racional... but need courage to do... i think i dont'know what i'msaying anymore... forget it if you read it...
XDDD

bye

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